24 hours later, I found myself massively shell shocked
All-in a couple of days I experienced missing from love of their existence, to an irritation that she could not care less about
Got back residence later that evening, together with the forecast break up with my level mate. From which point my personal companion decides to call me and tell me that I found myself an immature, manipulative liar for saying that these matters occurred, in addition to claimed that there got not a chance i’d visit my flat spouse for service (she was actually a girl, therefore a threat).
Immense disbelief may be the best way I could explain it (the thing I afterwards found ended up being ptsd) I tried to salvage the situation and begged for comprehension.